I’m still that old silly, giggly, crazy, loud, gangster, hot tempered girl i used to be. The only thing that changed is the state of my maturity.
Do i need to change?
I find myself constantly battling with the idea of who i should be.. My character has brought me this far which gives me an edge in my job.
But is it good enough socially? Should i conform to the idea of how a lady should be? Should i be what they want me to be? Talk less, talk softer, dress up more like a lady, be innocent and all the nonsense?
Cause right now, i feel like a horrible person. To the point that i’ve accepted the fact that i’ll die alone.
Maybe its just sleepless nights that gives me all these thoughts 
Angels brought me here ♥ 